the truth~

act, everytime i angry of u i cant take a long time!!! is can just be 1 day ONLY!!! mayb is becz of i treasure u much thn anyone!!!! but everything u did all the thing was hurting me!!! but for u, u wont feel it!!! untill now, ur name is my handphone, the pict i edit for u, and all the thing u gav me is with me!!!! i dun wan throw it!!! cz i wish one day me & u can be bec as like last time!!!! but i wait two years le!!!! the wish cannot obey at all!!! is it my problem???? i have been asking my self alot of time le!!! but still cant found the answer!!! i really care u much!!! but sumtime i really hate u much thn ever!!! anything i oso can accept, is just about hers de thing i cant be accept!!! is it gt her one day btw us, we cant be bec as last time de relationship??? if really want me choose btw u & her, i cant ever choose now, i had choose be4... i choose to lost u thn with her, but the end we break up le, is it i had choose wrong??? i dun care wheather she is hurting me or not, cz i love her, i wont hate her!!!! but y were u treating me as like that??? can i know about it??? or i wont know it untill i die??? u r mine lovely sifu chai!!!! i dint ever have one before!!! u r the only one!!! and i wont have one oso, cz i just want to be it only!!!!! sorry~ i write this post, cz i think bec u!!!!