break with her de 3rd day~

today at skul so *xing ku*...duno y,early in the morning saw her reach le feel so *xing ku* le...mayb is i scare with her le..reason i cant explain.. cz my self oso duno about it... after awhile, she come over find her le...(if u knw wat happen to me thn u will knw wat i mean) saw they two playing together jiu have one cant speak out de feeling.. my heart slowly feeling pain start from the moment... but almost make me wanna cry out is she scoled at me wif those *bad words*... i duno tat u r talking to me, cz start from the day u had break with u, u just talk with she onli!!!! is just a small thing... why u want so mad on it???!!!! but i have to say sory to u, cz dint gave u any respond!!!! it just becz i still cant face with u two when together tat time!!!! mayb is me run off in this problem... but i can face u two when u two are nt together... tell u the truth, im happy & feel good when u r caring of me... but **U** dun worry, i wont GRAB her from u!!!!!! anyways thx much to u!!!! and one verry sory cz i dint obey wat i had promisse u... is nt i dun wan is i cant!!!! when i eat & drink it will make me feel so vomint & nt feeling well!!! slowly i hungry le, i will eat de!!!!! okay!!!!! u all say u two are nt together, thn i except it la!!!! but wat u two had done out, everyone oso will think u two are couple!!!! dont trust, ask some one else!!!! u two had make me feel dissapointed!!!! mayb i need time to forget all of it!!!! everytime i dun wan face to u all, but surely u all will appear infront of me!!!! y? y? y? but i choose to face u all, i will do my best of it!!!in the case of i wheather still love u or nt, i cant sure on it!!!! no matter how, i will make u feel suffer on it!!!! ady break with u feel day le, mayb really much thing had change in my life, but i will try my best to nt think much on it!!! long time le, i will except it de!!!! when writting this post, u was infront of me. feeling **guai guai** & **bu guan** on it le... fine le, slowly will forget it de~